Again, I hesitated to fill the blank. For others, the blank was a space where they would write out their dreams with anticipation, but not for me. Ever since the little chat I had with my grandfather when I was in ninth grade, the blank entitled `Anticipated Occupation` in the personal information sheet had always bothered me to the point that I would from time to time concede to what my grandfather had said during our little discussion five years ago: "How in the world do you expect to make a decent living on paleontology? During those bleak moments of uncertainty, I would reluctantly convince myself, "Yeah, he may be right..."